Teen Mom star Amber Portwood is out of jail after serving just over a year of her 5-year sentence and she already has an MTV special coming out called Being Amber.
In a clip of the special, which will air on Feb. 23, Portwood is seen having an emotional moment with her now 5-year-old daughter, Leah.
"I feel so f---ing bad. I left her for so long...I know why she's acting the way she is. She's afraid that I'm gonna f---ing leave her again,” Portwood cries to a producer as her daughter listens outside of the door, Us Weekly reports.
She added, "I just f---ing hate everything I did. It was all the drugs and s--t. It was all I did. All I did was get f----ed up."
Back in December, Portwood told Dr. Phil in her first interview ever doing sober that every single time she was seen on Teen Mom, she was high on drugs.
Portwood is now sober after participating in a substance abuse program in jail. She was awarded "good time credit" for each day she participated, which ultimately allowed her to leave prison nearly four years early.